So, I've decided where I'm going to college next year, well this year actually. Geez that's a scary thought. I'm really excited though. Missouri State is amazing, I love it there and their program is perfect for me, I'm completely stoked.
On another note, I've found that I'm completely comfortable with who I am. I mean I just realized that I don't care what people think anymore. The people that really know me, love me for who I am and I don't need anyone else. I love myself for who I am, despite a few insecurities and really, I don't need anyone else besides myself, but having those people that I do, it makes things even better. I've also realized that there's no reason to be as self destructive as I am used to being because of those people. It's so strange, I'm not used to being completely content with things I feel like I'm missing something or like something must be about to happen, it's kind of funny. Just everything is okay, even things with John. I've just realized that, yes I really care about him and I have a lot of strong feelings for him and that's okay. If things ever work out in that direction, that would be fantastic, if not, I still have an amazing best friend who cares about me and likes me for who I am and there's nothing else I could possibly ask for. I'm elated in being content with everything. I know where I'm going for college, I know what I'm doing there. I know what I want to do. I know that everything will be okay. My life is fantastic right now.
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